But I didnt manage to find my Nias Certificate in the end -.-
But while rummaging through some of my junk, I found a thumbdrive (256mb).
Curiosity got the better of me.
I accessed the files.
House (or rather).. Room Cleaning
I decided to turn the room inside out tonight and effectively threw away half of my belongings. (Technically they were junk, I'm a hoarder.)
But I didnt manage to find my Nias Certificate in the end -.-
But while rummaging through some of my junk, I found a thumbdrive (256mb).
Curiosity got the better of me.
I accessed the files.
But I didnt manage to find my Nias Certificate in the end -.-
But while rummaging through some of my junk, I found a thumbdrive (256mb).
Curiosity got the better of me.
I accessed the files.
Today couldn't have gotten any worse
You know, sometimes, when you think that things are picking up, life just looves to throw you a curveball.
For example, I left an hour early to go to the driving centre for my Cl2B Theory lessons at 6.50pm. Took the train at 5.55om. And then, the train was faulty so every station took about 3.5mins? to travel in between.
Then at 7pm, I boarded the bus and being Ubi/ Eunos, there's always a huge jam at peak hour. And by the time i got to the centre, at 7.15, I had to wait til 8.40pm to attend the second half of the lesson. Which means I need to retake the first half. Next Week. -.-
Don't you just love it when karma strikes.
P.S: Oh right, the reason's cause I'm an ASS who only knows how to piss off the people who are important to me because I take them for granted. Thats why.
For example, I left an hour early to go to the driving centre for my Cl2B Theory lessons at 6.50pm. Took the train at 5.55om. And then, the train was faulty so every station took about 3.5mins? to travel in between.
Then at 7pm, I boarded the bus and being Ubi/ Eunos, there's always a huge jam at peak hour. And by the time i got to the centre, at 7.15, I had to wait til 8.40pm to attend the second half of the lesson. Which means I need to retake the first half. Next Week. -.-
Don't you just love it when karma strikes.
P.S: Oh right, the reason's cause I'm an ASS who only knows how to piss off the people who are important to me because I take them for granted. Thats why.
the Jack and Rai song (yes i made one up, now you can play along too. Lol)
I kiiinda wrote this when I was still attached and she would (and still is *grin) go gaga over them. Find your own melody to it for fun and effect. Copyright Me. Lol.
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Happiness is... (the Jack and Rai song -.- )
Intro x2:
C, G, A, F (on counts of 4)
Verse:
C G, A, F
On the stage tonight, my girl sees her music heroes
C, G, A, F
Playing their guitars, like angels from heaven sent to melt her heart.
C, G, A, F
When they start to sing, my heart stop beating like the world is ending.
C, G, A, F
Playing wonderwall, she says "Im so lucky so make me yours"
Chorus:
C, G, D F
Happiness is having music to listen,
C, G, D F
and music to her is the language of love
It leaves me in shock and awe,
that she'll never leave the bar with me that night
Verse 2:
C G, A, F
Im out with my girl again, she says, "Let's go" see her music heroes
C G, A, F
It's 10 on a wednesday night, they do requests live down at the station.
C G,
Singing songs from A to Z,
A, F
they'll just falalala her away tonight.
Chorus:
C, G, D F
Happiness is having music to listen,
C, G, D F
and music to her is the language of love
It leaves me in shock and awe,
that she'll never leave the bar with me that night
Repeat Chorus to end =)
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Happiness is... (the Jack and Rai song -.- )
Intro x2:
C, G, A, F (on counts of 4)
Verse:
C G, A, F
On the stage tonight, my girl sees her music heroes
C, G, A, F
Playing their guitars, like angels from heaven sent to melt her heart.
C, G, A, F
When they start to sing, my heart stop beating like the world is ending.
C, G, A, F
Playing wonderwall, she says "Im so lucky so make me yours"
Chorus:
C, G, D F
Happiness is having music to listen,
C, G, D F
and music to her is the language of love
It leaves me in shock and awe,
that she'll never leave the bar with me that night
Verse 2:
C G, A, F
Im out with my girl again, she says, "Let's go" see her music heroes
C G, A, F
It's 10 on a wednesday night, they do requests live down at the station.
C G,
Singing songs from A to Z,
A, F
they'll just falalala her away tonight.
Chorus:
C, G, D F
Happiness is having music to listen,
C, G, D F
and music to her is the language of love
It leaves me in shock and awe,
that she'll never leave the bar with me that night
Repeat Chorus to end =)
Start the Machine
I was clearing out my room (apparently the only time I do so is when I'm finding stuff such as certificates and etc.) and this (one of many) notebook fell off the table and onto the floor. I picked it up and naturally flipped through its pages to see if there was anything valuable in there. All there was were some doodles and sketches I made when I was bored. When I was about to trash it, my finger got stuck on a page... Then I smiled.
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder.
I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever.
Now the notebook is in my "personal" box with every other object I hold dear to me.
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder.I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever.
Now the notebook is in my "personal" box with every other object I hold dear to me.
Detox
I can't keep my mind away from you and it makes me feel like it's raining outside. But since you're happier without, than I suppose I'll fall behind.
F*ck
I can't sleep... again.
"Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone"
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone"
BLINK-182 IS BACK
"4 years too long"Today, I sleep an untroubled man.
P.S: I knew there must be a reason why Travis didn't die in that plane accident =DDD
Introspective
I've done my math, my earliest possible enlistment date for NS is probably in October. Which now cause quite abit of problems for me. IF I DO, get into a university, I might not make it for the "mainstream" intake. Which would mean further wasting my life by 6 months or so after I ORD.
Well that aside, I guess the long waiting period should give me enough time to find a NEW job, thank you very much Spin3lli for firing me just because I was on a 5-month break for IBP attachment.
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Other than that, I've been doing some thinking lately (okay, alot). Just the other night, I was invested to be a Rover Scout. And somehow, during the course of the investiture, I maganged to find myself left alone to reflect on my current thoughts and ideals, my past and my future. It's really scary, the future. Because honestly, I don't know what's going to happen. That's probably why I enjoy thinking of the worst case scenarios all the time. So if something bad really happens, I wouldn't feel the disappointment hit me.
But I made a promise to myself silently that no matter how bad something will turn out, as my own man I will press on, if not for myself, then for the people whom are important to me. For the last two weeks, I thought I fell into a hole I couldn't possibly get out of. And I thought my mind was going to eat me from within.
But it's time I grew up.
Well that aside, I guess the long waiting period should give me enough time to find a NEW job, thank you very much Spin3lli for firing me just because I was on a 5-month break for IBP attachment.
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Other than that, I've been doing some thinking lately (okay, alot). Just the other night, I was invested to be a Rover Scout. And somehow, during the course of the investiture, I maganged to find myself left alone to reflect on my current thoughts and ideals, my past and my future. It's really scary, the future. Because honestly, I don't know what's going to happen. That's probably why I enjoy thinking of the worst case scenarios all the time. So if something bad really happens, I wouldn't feel the disappointment hit me.
But I made a promise to myself silently that no matter how bad something will turn out, as my own man I will press on, if not for myself, then for the people whom are important to me. For the last two weeks, I thought I fell into a hole I couldn't possibly get out of. And I thought my mind was going to eat me from within.
But it's time I grew up.
Under a rock
It's suddenly as if everything's changed back to the way it was before. No hostilities, no sour faces. It's like the world decided to make everybody friends again. What have I been missing out?
Will probably never find out.
Will probably never find out.
Breaking even
For some reason, I didn't sleep a wink last night, spent the whole night watching Discovery Channel.
I agree that Tv is mind-numbing, because I'm sick of the thoughts that keep running in my head.
I wish so hard, that I could just fall asleep, but I know when I wake up,those thoughts will just start running again. Ever so, like a waking nightmare.
You want to know the best part?
I can't tell anyone about it.
Postscript: I'm tired of acting as if i'm strong, or nonchalant or like I don't need anyone. I'm just tired and probably won't care anymore
I agree that Tv is mind-numbing, because I'm sick of the thoughts that keep running in my head.
I wish so hard, that I could just fall asleep, but I know when I wake up,those thoughts will just start running again. Ever so, like a waking nightmare.
You want to know the best part?
I can't tell anyone about it.
Postscript: I'm tired of acting as if i'm strong, or nonchalant or like I don't need anyone. I'm just tired and probably won't care anymore
Rain clouds are passing
You know its gonna be a 'relatively' bad day when you get caught in a freak rainshower while you're making you way home with no shelter in sight for the next 3-4Km.
It's Wednesday again
"A silver lining in every cloud"Now that I've finally decided to look back on everything. Three years of a new chapter in my life flew by pretty fast. It wasn't technically bad, but most parts were great. Now, as I'm writing my final report (yes, I'm one of the few who's handing up later), I'm thinking of all the what-could-have-been and the what-can-be's in the future.
Well, as Calvin from Bill Watterson's Calvin & Hobbes have once mentioned, "the day is full of possiblities". I wish everyone the best in their future endeavours.
I'm gonna go bike-riding later in the morning. It's becoming a weekly escape for me since everything. =)
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