Breaking even

For some reason, I didn't sleep a wink last night, spent the whole night watching Discovery Channel.

I agree that Tv is mind-numbing, because I'm sick of the thoughts that keep running in my head.

I wish so hard, that I could just fall asleep, but I know when I wake up,those thoughts will just start running again. Ever so, like a waking nightmare.


You want to know the best part?

I can't tell anyone about it.




Postscript: I'm tired of acting as if i'm strong, or nonchalant or like I don't need anyone. I'm just tired and probably won't care anymore