I am humbled.
There isn't many great moments in my life that I would like to say I've lost or something.
But then again, the past few months I've been doing some self-reflection. And I've come to a conclusion that in a new environment, I can't win all. So there we go. Win some, lose some I guess.
I'm letting it all go. Lucky you =).
-cheers to a better tomorrow.
P.S: And in some ways i win. so Hah. lol
Sunday morning.
huzzah!
The weekend has been nothing but a godsend to me. Last friday couldn't have been any more perfect. I admit the afternoon was a little rough and rush but as the day drew to a close I felt a rush of excitement and yet a sense of calm. MRM and MM is over! At least for now -.-
I'll just cut this short. I want to play my game.
"Staring out the window thinking of you,
I'm so glad you're who I gave my heart to.
and though its too early to say in this rhyme,
i want to love you 'til the end of time."
(Ira, 2007, SMS)
The weekend has been nothing but a godsend to me. Last friday couldn't have been any more perfect. I admit the afternoon was a little rough and rush but as the day drew to a close I felt a rush of excitement and yet a sense of calm. MRM and MM is over! At least for now -.-
I'll just cut this short. I want to play my game.
"Staring out the window thinking of you,
I'm so glad you're who I gave my heart to.
and though its too early to say in this rhyme,
i want to love you 'til the end of time."
(Ira, 2007, SMS)
Help me to help you...
I was going to put up a really bad post concerning that everyone should get off my back since I think I'm entitled to dislike someone for no reason. I think I'm relatively nice, I help people when the situation calls for it. SO WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE STOP TRYING TO CHANGE MY MIND. And let me hate in peace. -.-
Waddaya know, in the end it still got posted up. But frankly no hard feelings. I didnt do anything, neither did you. I just don't see the need to get acquainted closer than what we are already at. It's got nothing to do with anything at all.
On the brightside, Im done with MRM and MM.
I'm going to go sleep/ play pokemon. *blinks* I have no life.
T.T
Waddaya know, in the end it still got posted up. But frankly no hard feelings. I didnt do anything, neither did you. I just don't see the need to get acquainted closer than what we are already at. It's got nothing to do with anything at all.
On the brightside, Im done with MRM and MM.
I'm going to go sleep/ play pokemon. *blinks* I have no life.
T.T
Dedicated to pixie.
Relish the fact that this is probably the only time you'll see our dear pixie without her pixie dust. Aparently the first of the hundreads of layers hasnt been applied yet. xDP.S: JH says pixie "looks better w/o the make-up. But eye bags are more obvious"
-Cheers!
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End (HarryPotterStyle)
So creepily on time but so fun. Lol. But I have my qualms about Daniel Radcliffe as "Johnny Depp". *shudders*
Watch it if you've got the time. Took my mind of MRM. Lol
Remember?
Remember how I said in the last post I wouldn't be posting anymore. I lied. Its a habit.
I officially f*cking HATE Fridays.
And other things too. That guy, that girl, those things, that person, these times.
Bye..again.
I officially f*cking HATE Fridays.
And other things too. That guy, that girl, those things, that person, these times.
Bye..again.
Goodbye.
Under various reasons that I wish to not reveal, I'm leaving this blog to remain here and waste cyberspace. Kinda. Until I wish to post again.
But it's still open if you want to read past entries. Like any of you will care.
Bye.
But it's still open if you want to read past entries. Like any of you will care.
Bye.
Refreshed
Its amazing what a new day can bring. For some reason, I've taken a liking Mondays. So much more than TGI Fridays. There's a certain refreshment to the start of a new week, that only simplicity can enjoy. Maybe its the curiosity of what the new week can bring. Hoping that it will be better than the week before it. Hoping. I can never remember having an enjoyable Friday. No, not for that past three weeks. So much so I dread the weekend. Knowing that for every week that passes, its another week closer to deadlines. Deadlines that due and to come.
But every once in awhile you get a break. Time is kind enough to stop for you once in awhile. Letting you time to breath and take it all in. You don't look for those breaks, they come to you. Sometimes when you need it the most. And even if you do, you appreciate it. Like the smell of a good cup of brew in the morning. The one mom or dad used to make in the morning, before 3-in-1 ever existed.
Perhaps it's the stress. But it's funny. I feel almost nonchalant about it now. Before I would resort to complaints and rants. Then I would feel pathetic. The old me would have resisted the urge to "whine" and just kpt mum instead. But I'm not saying that I'm a "new" me either. In some ways I've changed I guess. Not alot, but there are some things about me I've lost along the way. Focus. I lack focus.
It's hard to see my way into the future now. I'll live life day by day.
Well on the bright side. I found my old batman toy. =D
Batman, ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne BATMAN!~
But every once in awhile you get a break. Time is kind enough to stop for you once in awhile. Letting you time to breath and take it all in. You don't look for those breaks, they come to you. Sometimes when you need it the most. And even if you do, you appreciate it. Like the smell of a good cup of brew in the morning. The one mom or dad used to make in the morning, before 3-in-1 ever existed.
Perhaps it's the stress. But it's funny. I feel almost nonchalant about it now. Before I would resort to complaints and rants. Then I would feel pathetic. The old me would have resisted the urge to "whine" and just kpt mum instead. But I'm not saying that I'm a "new" me either. In some ways I've changed I guess. Not alot, but there are some things about me I've lost along the way. Focus. I lack focus.
It's hard to see my way into the future now. I'll live life day by day.
Well on the bright side. I found my old batman toy. =D
Batman, ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne BATMAN!~
terrible twos
Nah, I lie. It's been great.2months and more to come
And I love you so much you wouldn't believe that you can love me more. Win.
And I love you so much you wouldn't believe that you can love me more. Win.
SCREEEAM 'cos its labour day!
I'm watching Scream 3 as i'm typing this. Here's a few tips from yours truly when facing a deranged killer with a 6 inch knife. =D
1. Keep your cool and do not scream. It will just give away your location. (however do so when the script calls for it. Waaait. Its not a movie is it?)
2. Start running away fast unless you know CQC (close quarter combat) of any kind to disarm the long shiny knife.
3. If in any case you do know CQC, do be prepared that the guy in the white mask may have another or two up his sleeves. seriously. Up his sleeves. -.- *if you do not know CQC just skip to number 4.*
4. Heeey, looks like you just like surfing the net and do not know any combat moves like yours truly. So here is what you do. Get some distance to protect yourself. Preferable something pointy. And hard. Not the sponge spagetti floater you use in for water yoga.
5. By chance if you get into a tumble and the killer falls flat on the floor. Kick his face in. I'm serious. IN.
6. Oh no, you got a call from the killer saying he got your two friends. What do you do? Go to the police duuuh. -.- I think they train snipers for these type of situations huh? ESPECIALLY since the same idiot is going around killing like how many people now? 10+?
7. Lucky number seven. He's got you cornered in the room. And the phone lines are cut. Nothing's more dangerous than a cornered jackal. Remember he has a knife. Your best bet is getting something shield like (a thick mattress/ table?). Well, then improvise your way out. Can't help you from there. Hurhur.
8. Lastly, whenn you think he's down by your counter defense moves. Well, if you're confident the killer's down. JUST KICK HIS FACE IN. WHO FREAKING CARES? He's trying (tried) to kill you. KICK HIM TIL KINGDOM COMES.
Disclaimer: What is written by me is not foolproof. Enrol yourself in a proper self defense class and learn more about personall safety from your local law-enforcemnt agency.
-Cheers.
1. Keep your cool and do not scream. It will just give away your location. (however do so when the script calls for it. Waaait. Its not a movie is it?)
2. Start running away fast unless you know CQC (close quarter combat) of any kind to disarm the long shiny knife.
3. If in any case you do know CQC, do be prepared that the guy in the white mask may have another or two up his sleeves. seriously. Up his sleeves. -.- *if you do not know CQC just skip to number 4.*
4. Heeey, looks like you just like surfing the net and do not know any combat moves like yours truly. So here is what you do. Get some distance to protect yourself. Preferable something pointy. And hard. Not the sponge spagetti floater you use in for water yoga.
5. By chance if you get into a tumble and the killer falls flat on the floor. Kick his face in. I'm serious. IN.
6. Oh no, you got a call from the killer saying he got your two friends. What do you do? Go to the police duuuh. -.- I think they train snipers for these type of situations huh? ESPECIALLY since the same idiot is going around killing like how many people now? 10+?
7. Lucky number seven. He's got you cornered in the room. And the phone lines are cut. Nothing's more dangerous than a cornered jackal. Remember he has a knife. Your best bet is getting something shield like (a thick mattress/ table?). Well, then improvise your way out. Can't help you from there. Hurhur.
8. Lastly, whenn you think he's down by your counter defense moves. Well, if you're confident the killer's down. JUST KICK HIS FACE IN. WHO FREAKING CARES? He's trying (tried) to kill you. KICK HIM TIL KINGDOM COMES.
Disclaimer: What is written by me is not foolproof. Enrol yourself in a proper self defense class and learn more about personall safety from your local law-enforcemnt agency.
-Cheers.
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