Refreshed

Its amazing what a new day can bring. For some reason, I've taken a liking Mondays. So much more than TGI Fridays. There's a certain refreshment to the start of a new week, that only simplicity can enjoy. Maybe its the curiosity of what the new week can bring. Hoping that it will be better than the week before it. Hoping. I can never remember having an enjoyable Friday. No, not for that past three weeks. So much so I dread the weekend. Knowing that for every week that passes, its another week closer to deadlines. Deadlines that due and to come.

But every once in awhile you get a break. Time is kind enough to stop for you once in awhile. Letting you time to breath and take it all in. You don't look for those breaks, they come to you. Sometimes when you need it the most. And even if you do, you appreciate it. Like the smell of a good cup of brew in the morning. The one mom or dad used to make in the morning, before 3-in-1 ever existed.

Perhaps it's the stress. But it's funny. I feel almost nonchalant about it now. Before I would resort to complaints and rants. Then I would feel pathetic. The old me would have resisted the urge to "whine" and just kpt mum instead. But I'm not saying that I'm a "new" me either. In some ways I've changed I guess. Not alot, but there are some things about me I've lost along the way. Focus. I lack focus.

It's hard to see my way into the future now. I'll live life day by day.

Well on the bright side. I found my old batman toy. =D

Batman, ne ne ne ne ne ne ne ne BATMAN!~