And you can be marie.
First and foremost i will like to congratulate first, my buddy o' pal, D' candyman on reaching his 18th birthday. And second, also reaching his 18th year is my favourite drunken racist classmate, Thomas. Haha. Happy birthday guys.
And secondly, well i have nothing left to say. If i were to say something, it would probably be that i'm glad April is coming to an end. I've seen my fair share of ups and down like one heck of a roller coaster ride but i think the last corkscrew was exhilarating. Now to cool down and puke out whatever i had in March.
Sorry if i had offended anyone the past month. I bet i have in a way or another. And im not ashamed to admit my faults. I won't make an empty promise like "I'll try to be better this year" instead i think i'll say "Give me the chance to try at least"
Well, if you want to find out how my day went, bloghop (as usual).
Pure Bliss-
Not again. (Closer to the trilogy)
I just realised that a blog is useless to me. For someone such as myself who would prefer to keep his mind to himself then rather have someone blatantly read an online (and TRACEABLE) source to my thoughts and feelings. It hits me time and time again, why do i bother adding entries time after time. Remembrance. Sure a private journal would be better if I wanted to keep the most intimate details of my life a secret. But what would it matter? If i died one day who would find my "secret" journal? And should a lucky soul find it. What would it matter to him?
Posting your life online alows you to be traced. leaving trails for people to follow. If you're proficient enough in cybersurfing. I bet you can find any godforsaken thing on the net. Even in my attempt to keep name, age, nationality etc. off the net through fake names/ age/ pseudo-identities, i still have people able to bring my name up through pages not by me. But by others who have known me. And i have come to realise, thorughout my life, no matter how i try to look distant from the rest, there are people that i have come acrossed and even if its a small way made an impact.
And still i continue my hardass look. I continue to lie, cheat, and decieve. And for what? In an attempt to throw people off my back until i need them? Tools. That's what i read once in a business magazine (found in the back of a taxi) back in Pri 5. Albeit controversial, it has a few good reads once in awhile. It was not until secondary school did i realise what it meant when sometimes, people around you are just tools to help you better in life. Hardhitting, but not neccessarily true. Mom and Dad always said, you make your own life. Not others. I stand by that statement until the day i'm forgotten.
And that brings back to why i still continue blogging. Whether i like it or not. It gives me pleasure that few years down the road, I can probably look back on this URL and read all the crap i have written to entertain myself or you readers. I admit in 90% of my posts i do not describe a large detail of my life. But as long as i can recall why i made that post. I'm happy. I can remember that i wasn't the person i try to be. Im a different person all together. It's like they say:
"How you act when you are completely alone; that is who you truly are."
I'm guessing this will be the third and Final post concerning "Why do I blog." So far there were two previous posts to this. But I feel contented. Putting this all out. My posts so far has more or less gave you readers a sneak preview to what I really am. But as always, i prefer to read about myself than to talk about myself. Want to know the real me? Blog-hop. Find out who are my friends. Who I'm close to. If you can. So be it. You know me. If you can't. Suck thumb, try to find me in another way.
Posting your life online alows you to be traced. leaving trails for people to follow. If you're proficient enough in cybersurfing. I bet you can find any godforsaken thing on the net. Even in my attempt to keep name, age, nationality etc. off the net through fake names/ age/ pseudo-identities, i still have people able to bring my name up through pages not by me. But by others who have known me. And i have come to realise, thorughout my life, no matter how i try to look distant from the rest, there are people that i have come acrossed and even if its a small way made an impact.
And still i continue my hardass look. I continue to lie, cheat, and decieve. And for what? In an attempt to throw people off my back until i need them? Tools. That's what i read once in a business magazine (found in the back of a taxi) back in Pri 5. Albeit controversial, it has a few good reads once in awhile. It was not until secondary school did i realise what it meant when sometimes, people around you are just tools to help you better in life. Hardhitting, but not neccessarily true. Mom and Dad always said, you make your own life. Not others. I stand by that statement until the day i'm forgotten.
And that brings back to why i still continue blogging. Whether i like it or not. It gives me pleasure that few years down the road, I can probably look back on this URL and read all the crap i have written to entertain myself or you readers. I admit in 90% of my posts i do not describe a large detail of my life. But as long as i can recall why i made that post. I'm happy. I can remember that i wasn't the person i try to be. Im a different person all together. It's like they say:
"How you act when you are completely alone; that is who you truly are."
I'm guessing this will be the third and Final post concerning "Why do I blog." So far there were two previous posts to this. But I feel contented. Putting this all out. My posts so far has more or less gave you readers a sneak preview to what I really am. But as always, i prefer to read about myself than to talk about myself. Want to know the real me? Blog-hop. Find out who are my friends. Who I'm close to. If you can. So be it. You know me. If you can't. Suck thumb, try to find me in another way.
Monday Blues?
You must be mad if thou say that Monday is a bummer-eth. o.O
Remind me why i love you again =)?
I just remembered why, its the day beofre Lecture Day. Stupid school doesnt print notes for the students anymore. Piece of !@#$%. Well, gtg waste my ink.
-Cheers.
Remind me why i love you again =)?
I just remembered why, its the day beofre Lecture Day. Stupid school doesnt print notes for the students anymore. Piece of !@#$%. Well, gtg waste my ink.
-Cheers.
Come on....
Quote: Fine, I will get naked with my gay friends. If any of them look at my junk, I will kill them! - John Travolta (in) Wild Hogs.
BackDate: 21 April 2007
Where's MY other half?
BackDate: 21 April 2007
Where's MY other half?
Went over to Plaza Singapura for a hit-and-run buy. Then went to the nearby Cathay Cineplex to go catch Wild Hogs. For (another) once i think the movie justified the tix price of Nine Dollars. The ending almost looked like it failed when Del Fuego appeared but it saved itself in a way.
Quote: "4 counts of indecent exposure... 2 counts of lewd, lascivious behavior, and one count - pure jealousy " After the highway patrolman sees the four leads sleeping together in the open.
And did i forget to mention that the Grand Cathay has the most comfortable seats ever. I do not know why we keep going GV. Haha.
Well, Im comfortable anywhere as long as its with you. =)
Well, other than that, I guess I did notihng else but visit grandma earlier in the day and went grocery shopping. =\
And your the sweetest girl in the world for putting up with me.
Oh well, Another school week is almost upon me. Time to go suck it up
Til' next time.
Quote: "4 counts of indecent exposure... 2 counts of lewd, lascivious behavior, and one count - pure jealousy " After the highway patrolman sees the four leads sleeping together in the open.
And did i forget to mention that the Grand Cathay has the most comfortable seats ever. I do not know why we keep going GV. Haha.
Well, Im comfortable anywhere as long as its with you. =)
Well, other than that, I guess I did notihng else but visit grandma earlier in the day and went grocery shopping. =\
And your the sweetest girl in the world for putting up with me.
Oh well, Another school week is almost upon me. Time to go suck it up
Til' next time.
In reference....
...to what my newswtg tutor/ lecturer said about no one man is an island.
I would very much like to believe that I can survive as that. It is just that in recent times, i am faced with the ever growing pressure of meeting new players. Therefore i would like to state that i am still that one man island you all have grown to know and love. BUT now i am opening up to "merger" and free trade agreements with foreign players *grins* as i have been doing for the past year.
Allies will always be close allies.
That i will never forsake.
reply to tags:
Wendy: Must study loooor. Then can go overseas and skip IS for sem 4. Lol. and murdertrail turned out pretty well. I might say. Thank you again to everyone.
I would very much like to believe that I can survive as that. It is just that in recent times, i am faced with the ever growing pressure of meeting new players. Therefore i would like to state that i am still that one man island you all have grown to know and love. BUT now i am opening up to "merger" and free trade agreements with foreign players *grins* as i have been doing for the past year.
Allies will always be close allies.
That i will never forsake.
reply to tags:
Wendy: Must study loooor. Then can go overseas and skip IS for sem 4. Lol. and murdertrail turned out pretty well. I might say. Thank you again to everyone.
Event over.
Congrats, murdertrail is over. Quite good turnout i guess. Thanks to the GLS who came down. Thanks to the commitee and thanks to any other misc.
I can now go back to studying. ...Try to get back to studying.
Bye.
Reply to tags:
Darren: -.-
Wendy: -.-
Ira: =)
Yay for favoritism.
Darren: what la, just say it maaaan.
Wendy: Yes, i stone. It occupies my time. lol
Ira: =)
I can now go back to studying. ...Try to get back to studying.
Bye.
Reply to tags:
Darren: -.-
Wendy: -.-
Ira: =)
Yay for favoritism.
Darren: what la, just say it maaaan.
Wendy: Yes, i stone. It occupies my time. lol
Ira: =)
First Lecture Year 2
I'm going to keep this short.
Newswriting: I'll do my best.
Advert: Z!ggy S0h, I think i can manage. I got him the last time.
MRM: Uhh, nothing to be said. Just need to study can liao.
TvJourn: Nuff' said. Just keep working.
MedMGT: After looking at the syllabus its quite do-able.
So, for some very weird reason. I think this sem quite okay leh. I know for a fact i won't score or anything but probably slide through this sem like the last two. But it's manageable, just keep an organiser handy. =D
Yes, I'm weird for thinking i can do this sem. But for the past few mths. Nothing have been going right for me. But i like it. =DDD* Must be you. sighs. I bwame j00. *hearts*
Newswriting: I'll do my best.
Advert: Z!ggy S0h, I think i can manage. I got him the last time.
MRM: Uhh, nothing to be said. Just need to study can liao.
TvJourn: Nuff' said. Just keep working.
MedMGT: After looking at the syllabus its quite do-able.
So, for some very weird reason. I think this sem quite okay leh. I know for a fact i won't score or anything but probably slide through this sem like the last two. But it's manageable, just keep an organiser handy. =D
Yes, I'm weird for thinking i can do this sem. But for the past few mths. Nothing have been going right for me. But i like it. =DDD* Must be you. sighs. I bwame j00. *hearts*
Babytrams and M@cdonalds
If your a new parent and you have been recently caught up in the news about Sg having a round- city F1 track. Here's something you might consider about getting your new-born.
Give your child a "headstart" now.
Next up...
Nuff said. *I'm realise I am becoming the very type of person I used to look upon and say "suck it up" Must be the monday blues.... =\ sorry if i was such an ass dear.
=D
This post is very random. Yes. But this is what happens when B12!4N is stuck in a 4 hour class.
Give your child a "headstart" now.
Next up...
Nuff said. *I'm realise I am becoming the very type of person I used to look upon and say "suck it up" Must be the monday blues.... =\ sorry if i was such an ass dear.
=D
This post is very random. Yes. But this is what happens when B12!4N is stuck in a 4 hour class.
Sixty One
This is my sixty-first post. Yay -.- I don't really know why, but nice looking numbers fascinate me. Almost like how you feel a good 4- digit number coming up and seeing it on the teletext.
--Something I've read over the holidays. Seems of good use to me. Reconnaissance by fire. You shoot into the treeline; if somebody shoots back, you know they are there.
Niiice~
--I've been reading some books on buddhism since my last visit to the temple. I now realsie where my pessimism derives from. Yea, your reading about buddhism from a guy who sleeps while the monks are chanting. My mom tells me i'm a natural. Haha. "You are born alone; and so only you alone, will die alone."
Which bring me to the next line by Mitch Albom.
--"Why are we embarrassed by silence? What comfort do we find in all the noise?" - Mitch Albom; Tuesdays with Morrie. For some reason I like this book....
--Something I've read over the holidays. Seems of good use to me. Reconnaissance by fire. You shoot into the treeline; if somebody shoots back, you know they are there.
Niiice~
--I've been reading some books on buddhism since my last visit to the temple. I now realsie where my pessimism derives from. Yea, your reading about buddhism from a guy who sleeps while the monks are chanting. My mom tells me i'm a natural. Haha. "You are born alone; and so only you alone, will die alone."
Which bring me to the next line by Mitch Albom.
--"Why are we embarrassed by silence? What comfort do we find in all the noise?" - Mitch Albom; Tuesdays with Morrie. For some reason I like this book....
All about Rain.
Something about the Central Lending Library at Bugis allures me. For the longest time I have never really been to the library to do what I'm supposed to do. Borrow out books. For sure I have borrowed books once in awhile but only because school requires me to do research. It is the borrowing for the pure pleasure of reading. To be honest, I stopped reading avidly by Secondary school. The library soon became a place to just sit down and steal a nap or two.
*Somehow I feel that the library holds a deeper emotional attachment. One month!
But recently I came across a book by Barry Eisler in the fiction- thriller section of the library. It soon became the perfect cure to my "avoid the library unless for school" problem. This book was the perfect blend of action, suspense and gadgetry that technophobes will flinch at. Meet John Rain, protagonist of the Rain series. *I count my lucky stars you were looking for your book and i stumbled across "Hard Rain" in boredom whilst waiting for you. haha
Personally, books such as these thrilll me. I grew up wishing i was some sort of superspy fooling around with ultracool weapons and killing the baddies. This book relived my dreamy superspy days with a little more twist. John Rain is your non cliched, non stereotypical hero. He's sardonic outlook and the novel's fast pace keep the pages flying by. For once i realise i'm not skipping words because I actually want to read every single word, every single detail in the book so as not to miss anything important or non-important even.
His work as your modern samurai assassin in the backstreets of Tokyo living in the shadows sparks much interests. And yet his hardened hit man persona is softened in various parts of the novel to give him a more tender human feeling as he enjoys contradicting himself. Whenever he begins to show compassion or love, he would immediately denounce it as a weakness in his shadow life or a 'liability' which could cause him his life. Sadly, I see a little bit of John in myself (although not to the extreme that i might die). But that interests me even more.
Barry Eisler's Rain series (Rain Fall, Hard Rain & Rain storm) is definitely a good read for anyone interested in ( a) good thriller novel/s.
*Somehow I feel that the library holds a deeper emotional attachment. One month!
But recently I came across a book by Barry Eisler in the fiction- thriller section of the library. It soon became the perfect cure to my "avoid the library unless for school" problem. This book was the perfect blend of action, suspense and gadgetry that technophobes will flinch at. Meet John Rain, protagonist of the Rain series. *I count my lucky stars you were looking for your book and i stumbled across "Hard Rain" in boredom whilst waiting for you. haha
Personally, books such as these thrilll me. I grew up wishing i was some sort of superspy fooling around with ultracool weapons and killing the baddies. This book relived my dreamy superspy days with a little more twist. John Rain is your non cliched, non stereotypical hero. He's sardonic outlook and the novel's fast pace keep the pages flying by. For once i realise i'm not skipping words because I actually want to read every single word, every single detail in the book so as not to miss anything important or non-important even.
His work as your modern samurai assassin in the backstreets of Tokyo living in the shadows sparks much interests. And yet his hardened hit man persona is softened in various parts of the novel to give him a more tender human feeling as he enjoys contradicting himself. Whenever he begins to show compassion or love, he would immediately denounce it as a weakness in his shadow life or a 'liability' which could cause him his life. Sadly, I see a little bit of John in myself (although not to the extreme that i might die). But that interests me even more.
Barry Eisler's Rain series (Rain Fall, Hard Rain & Rain storm) is definitely a good read for anyone interested in ( a) good thriller novel/s.
Always the first to go in, and then the last to leave.
Just a note. I came back from FMF FOC '07. First of its kind, blah blah blah. Freshies, rah rah. The usual. I would rather not talk about it.
NOW the note:
I'll be off the grid from for the duration of 24 hrs for the whole of thursday ( 0000hrs - 0000hrs). That means i will not reply messages til friday 12am. =D
P.S Off the grid means no sms, no calls, no instant messaging, no emails. EXCEPT when i need to contact you.
Its rest time! Bye!
NOW the note:
I'll be off the grid from for the duration of 24 hrs for the whole of thursday ( 0000hrs - 0000hrs). That means i will not reply messages til friday 12am. =D
P.S Off the grid means no sms, no calls, no instant messaging, no emails. EXCEPT when i need to contact you.
Its rest time! Bye!
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