Hmm... now thats something to think about.

Honestly, i've got nothing. I'm going to just write a meaningless post. Which means i'm going to RANT! AHAHAHA!!!

Was watching MTV just now. the vox for Good Charlotte is fat, i cant remember his name because i couldnt care less about GC. And they all have bad hair. Seriously, why couldn't they get a decent hairstylist or something. I would carry on but my headache is killing me. I kept waking up in the middle of the night thinking I was a one man PAP in Thailand trying to make it a better place by trying to create a stable government by building smooth roads and junk. So i guess having a fever of 41 degrees really screws you up huh? Hey, building a third world Thailand into a first world in an hour ain't too bad. Haha

Happiness aside, i'll be emo shit now. OH MY GOD I HAVE NO GIRLFRIEND, I OUGHT TO KILL MYSELF NOW BY JUMPING DOWN 12 STOREYS. OHH I FEEL SO CHEATED, HOW COULD SHE PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS LIKE THAT. MY vALENTINE'S DAY SUCKED BALLS CAUSE ALL I HAVE IS MY PILLOW BOO HOO. Okaaay, honestly that made no sense and it was more of a collage of posts in other people's blogs. Now not saying that im making fun of them, i just want them to see or hear how pathetic they sound. Yes Yes, people, friends that know me will say i'm a f_ck1n hypocrite but heck, it took me sometime to figure this out myself. Nobody likes a whiner, so in a sense i dont like myself. Oh oh, i'm becoming a self hater, cant have that can we? haha. A happy Brian is a fun Brian. Says myself. Anyways, to conclude this paragraph. Just be glad your not FRIENDLESS and have such supporting family. * See i can be a Mr nice guy if i try.*

Anyways, back on the topic, i guess i'm looking for someone fun and really is carefree. Dont like the type who likes to cling and wants to know your every move. Especially since now I have fully decided to go back to White Stags and help out in every way i can. Dont want her to keep questioning why i spend so much time with my scouts and not her...whoever her can be. Oh well, Ranting done, going back to sleep now.

*yay! first post for March 1st done and one more day.* hehehez